★ Losing hope

I'm not myself, as for today. I'm not in my best mood at all and i'm in the verge of crying out. But there's no one here to comfort me. Not even one soul. My boyfriend's busy out there working. I don't blame him. I need a hug, i need someone to be there and tell me that its okay. I need someone to understand my situation and give me a helping hand. Tell me to snap out of this fucked up reality show of my life and tell me that this is life. I need someone to tell me that it's normal to feel this way and i'm not alone. I need you..........
By the way, Happy 19th Birthday Herdawatie!
We used to be this close whenever wherever, but because we lack of meets up, our friendship is a little drift. I hope to find time to meet up each and every one of the ladies. I miss us.