Happy Reading! ;3

I feel so lousy, confuse, irritated, down, annoyed, angry, sad, disappointed.... PATHETIC.
Thats okay, Don's online anyway, so yes, im okay. Oh oh, i just realised that Don's birthday is just right after Booboo's birthday. Coincidencely.

Speaking of Booboo, the orange baju kurung in the picture is from his family. We were ok the other day and today, we had a big fight over a small thing. He and forever his egoness. Sometimes when i look back in the past, im glad that we got through the years together but then again, i regret so many times, ever knowing him.

Heartss, i know you prefer him so much, but maybe i want to be a little crazy this time,
i dont think i want to live in the past anymore. I dont want to cry endless night wishing this hasnt happen. I dont want to think about suicide each time we broke up. I dont want to feel so lonely when he goes out to work and doesnt return me any messages or call each time he got home. I dont want to get so jealous over his friends for stealing our time together..... I dont wanna quarell with him every single day when im with him anymore. Im not strong enough and i can no longer take him in.

Im closing the door on him, it always turns me off each time he doesnt have time for me.
Goodbye booboo.

waaaaaaaaaaah, heart pain sia. :'(











Outing to geylang with Ain and Amira, on 8 September.



Its so obvious that im the crazy one. I love you too swayy.
Happy 2 month and 11 days.
I just wish if i wasnt straight at all. tsk. I dont have to get all upset with those typical guys who just want to play around with the girl's feelings.


| I hate guys who sent me messages through fs, fb, tagged. Where ever they can sent messages at. Really. Its sickening and the more you ignore, the more messages they sent.