★ Officially Seventeen

Life isnt fair, shit, thats life.
Sometimes i wonder when i woke up in the middle of the night, i wonder what have i done to deserve all this. I shudeer to realise that it was my own doing that had made this into my fcuked up reality show of my life. Thanks to many, i feel like my life is cursed forever.
I will never know happiness, or even if i did, its only for the short term. I never will understand life, cause life never understand me. I will never know what fate is, cause fate was never by my side. What i know is, i deserve all this, because i am me.
Had life been easier, it wouldnt have been called life.
Now if fate had been fate, mine hasnt been great. There are so many things one would wanna run away from pain, love and responsibility. I just wanna run away from life and all that comes along with it.
-ezieyTo those who wished me earlier and through fs, fb and tagged.
thank you so much.
And to those who wished me on the day itself,
in order, first to last.
Aliyy, Yanaa, Azza, Rafika, Reeya, Saiful, Shasha, Tasha
Arina, Luis, Fie, Heartss, Shazlee, Iskandah, Hafizul, Demi,
Huda, Booboo, Edaah, Seri, Hanafiah, Razif, Farah,
Syuqrie, Freddy, Ayie.
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