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Im hungry, "whats stopping you from eating then?" haha. Im having fish for dinner right now. De-li-cious-so. Anyway, I miss my curls badly and i want them back as soon as i graduate and get a good job. Or maybe i should just get my hair done now ?
Im exhausted after a long day playing games with Alysya, its a killer. I can hardly walk right now, my legs are cramp and my mind need a rest. I cant think of anything to write, right now. The words are slipping away, i wish it could stay a lil while until im done with this post. Now, "What was i thinking to write about just now?" Oh good, its gone out of my head already.If i could bring the old you back,
i would have done it so.
Happy (suppose to be) 23monthsary.
No one knows what i have inside my head, its killing me to think about us each time i see couples getting along so well. And us? I dont know where the love, everything goes. The little thing we used to had, the fun, joy and laughter. everything seems to be gonee. I really miss you, i really do. If i had this one chance to have the old you back, i would have long take in. But you, you dont seems to be like how you used to. Worst, you only call for the sake of calling. why? why do you bother to call? its hurting me bit by bits. I dont even think you wanna save us, do you ? Can you still hear yourself ?
Remember a long time ago, we were just friends. We were so in love with each other till we got ourselves together. Three times it didnt work out so well between us, but lastly we made it thru the first year. I finally gain trust on you and understood how you take things for us. I must admit you're my material type of boyfriend. You never dwelton my fault instead you pointed out when i succeeded. You made me laugh at all those stupid jokes, you never bring me down. You always use to say, " where there is you, theres always me." You always bring me around to meet your friends and families. How im greatful to have you, to have the chance to feel how its like to fallen in love so deep inside. The gentle things you do that brighten my days with a wide smile.
I was the one who create your nickname, aiz. I watched you leave for your NS, i waited for you to come back. I visit you at home when you're sick, i took good care of you. I made you smile when you were down. I cheered you up when you were lonely. I met your parents and made them trust me. I met all of your friends and made them my friends. I waited for you for hours and hours outside your door when you sleep inside. I bought you presents even when it wasnt a special day. How could you be so blind, you didnt see me ? How could you be so unkind to a person like me. Why cant you just love me back when i love you even more. Why aiz why.
I wish you could see me. I wish we were back at the old days.
But it seems that im going awayyy....................
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