★ Still holding onto you

Im afraid to fall in love again. If i could forget him, i would have done so. I know i should have thrown away all those memories, but it wasnt easy i thought it would be. I thought i could just walk away, leave everything behind and start a new life again. But everything seems to come back to me, and you chose me as your future. Im still unsure if thats what i want, or maybe this love is still a game to you. Love, i know its not easy for the two of us, but i know you're strong to face and overcome all this shits thats coming in our way. Thats the reason why i chose you in the very beginning. I may seem weak and i cry too easily. It must be really tiring to hear my cries every time we fought on the phone but you didnt take your leave.Yet, you still stay. 
Im a little dissapointed at myself because i didnt manage to finish my malay composition just now. It wasnt difficult actually but i was stuck and couldnt think of anything to write. So, i write crap, or should i face the fact, its already out of point.
"Think out of the box, dont be narrow minded."
-Syed Fathullah
Maybe hes right. Im too narrow minded and i dont think out of the box. I gotta change that fact and start studying even harder if i really wanna pass my exam.