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Sery Ziey..;

20, Student/Performer.
Singaporean, East Side
A simple girl you know but im someone else too. (:
These posts you read is 20% of my life, So please don't be too quick to judge me.

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★ Burning up inside
Posted On Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 6:10 PM by Yourname | 0 Comments This Entry
im closer than you think when we're apart.

Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away.
what stupid poems, could fix this life, i'd read it everyday.
Its so pathetic and nothing seems to makes sense at all.
Im hurting again, i've lose the missing part of me.
In this world, so full of fear, full of rage and lies.
these people are dirt, they will never leave you alone.
They can stare as much as they want to, spread as many
words as they like, but they dont know who i really am.

Into the darkness of my thoughts, time has been waiting for me.
with a broken mirror and a broken heart, but sadly, theres no
more tears left to shed. i wont wanna look back now or i will regret.
i dont wanna see whats right infront of me, or worse, i let it go.
i wont think its okay, i dont think its alright. when the tears i cry
will not fade and in a way i thought that if i let go all those fears,
i would have gain back my strength.but i was wrong and i knew
that would be to.

Lying in my bed, i hear the clock ticks, and think of you.
i caught up in a circles, confusion is nothing new.
you said, if im lost, i can look and i'll find you.
but its unfair now, that i cant do that anymore.
cause when i close my eyes, i dont see you.
Instead you appear in my thoughts and mind.
i never dreamt that it'd be this way. I've lose so
many chance to tell you how much i've missed you.

Your love took me from a life with all those memories.
You were the one who sat through those nights and
make sure i was okay. You were the one who created
love songs for me and let my heart sank. You were the
one who became my doctor when i was sick and carried
me at your back for a long journey when i was tired.
You brought me gifts and flowers for every anniversary.
you created jokes that stayed so long in my mind.
you made me dance with you infront of your friends.
you brought me back my happiness. you were my life.

I know that one day everything will change, theres nothing left
to compare to. I never thought that this day could come and take
me away from you. It wasnt easy, but i should have stayed strong.
but i lied. i couldnt grip onto you. I was stuck, unprepared for whats
to come and worse, if you have to go, where would you put me ?
Will you come back and find me? will you ever forget me?
or will you stay strong and remember me every time you
close your eyes?

I'll be waiting time after time for your return.
you cant come by like an angel in my life and fly away,
so, when will i see your face again ?


im yours to keep, love