Have you ever felt that the time seems to stopped and the world seems to only belong to you. While you suffers alone, and the others seems to have fun, joy, laughter here and there. And when you try to scream for help, but no one sees you or hears you. The next thing you knew, you noticed that you're all alone now. No one to look after you, no one's there to protect you, just nothing......
...and im in that very emo stage, whats life means to you now?
It means nothing to me.
Said you'll be there, but where're you?
Have heard a million times from many different humans, they said they'll be there. But it proven none of them were sincerely there, only a few understands every little heartbreak/ pain im going through. I thought i was accompanied by you, but you werent there. You werent there to protect me. Its ashamed though that you only say, but you never show. Every little steps i took, every little pain i face, i faced them alone. Cause i know even if i tell any of you, you wont care. It doesnt bother you much, cause its my life. And worst of all, you only say just to make me feel okay. But its not working on me. So, stop caring and walk away.
Today, i got myself all wash up and then i lay on my bed. Thinking through hard why i should have this feelings. All the pain, and all the tears i cried, just brings me down. Im tired, im sick of feeling this way. I've gone through so much and its unfair that even how hard i prayed, god havent still replied my answer. Maybe my life's meant to be this way, and every thing thats happening to me, just makes me feel even worser. I guess i'll have to face this unfair reality life of mine.
At the end, i only see myself as a teenage girl who still wanna have fun.
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