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I know i shouldnt but i just cant help myself with this itchy fingers to edit this picture. It looks pretty ugly to me, but the reflections is cool. Thanks to edah, i managed to find a few "cool stuff" in photoscape. Though i rarely edit pictures, but it helps kill my time with boredom. The edit makes my face look soo soo soo ugly. see. with the pale kind of face and the texture. looks more like a weirdo to me.

I just got home from Tampines with my family, to visit my Kakak sedare. Had dinner there and chitchat with ika and anip. Anip being so bored, that he created lame jokes.

"Theres a submarine and it can hold 100 people. 99 people board the submarine, until a pregnant women boarded it, the submarine sinked. So, why did it sinked?"

Ika answered that the women is the 100th person and the baby inside her is the 101 person, thats why it sinked cause it can only hold 100 people.

My answer is the most merepek one, i said that the pregnant women was heavy. Lol.

We continued giving lame answered and Anip kept saying no. We finally gave up. And the answer was that, its a submarine, of course it will sinked. -.-
I was totally pissed off. Still it is a common sense answer, yet, i could get a wrong for it.

The next lame joke he created is....
"Can you create ten words with no letter A in it for ten seconds."

This one made me and ika think for a long long long time, trying to find the simple words with no A's inside it. And we tried figuring it out by saying the ten words in ten second. but failed.

So, he answered, "Senang sia. One two three four five six seven eight nine ten".

I know, lame.

Next is the most lamest. to me. He mentioned, "Siapa jumpe dompet ali.....?"

Ika and i gave so many strange names, but we failed to answered that correctly too.
and finally gave up againn.

He answered, "Siapa jumpe dompet ali... tolong kembalikan."

I cant figured out how to react, so i just smiled in a sarcastic way. Seriously its fun though to have a cousin like you who likes to create jokes, but please not those lame ones. -.-

Soon, i realise that time really flies so fast, it seemed like just yesterday, we used to play catching together and stayed over at each other's house. Ika mentioned that its unbelievable shes coming to sixteen this year, while me, seventeen and anip, twenty. So, we cracked a few imagination on how the future will be like. All of us are married, our children taking over our story and anip still with his lame jokes. It really sound like a big surprise. Finally i could get my own job, get married and have children on my own. But its too early to think about it now and at the same time its good to planned your future ahead.




Do i hate life now or do i hate the people in them? Did i pack my whole self here just to go through the pain i went through before? Or did i planned all this because i live misery.
Only my good friends know i ever asked for all this. Only my good friends know that a year ago, i packed all, had to leave what i had hated. And now, this feelings keeps getting in my way.

I dont asked so much things from a friend. I only need you to be true. Even when the truth hurts, atleast you tried. But when you dont, you only make me feel, so many different feelings. Like, i thought you were my friend, but why didnt you had the guts to face me, the truth. Why'd you wanna make things hard for us to see. When actually its a simple thing to do. It all doesnt make sense actually, you knew you were wrong, or maybe i was too over with my feelings, but it didnt have to end up this way.

When i mentioned, you as my best/true friend. I expect more from you, but if you couldnt do a simple thing i expect, whats the use of labelling that anyway. Im tired of saying, im tired of getting in your way. So, i decided to keep myself silence, cause its the most simple thing i would do. Im not mad, angry, frustrated, im just so upset, dissapointed with you.

I'll stopped here, i dont wish to continue this post, it only breaks me down.
Good night earthlings!

& Baby, sorry i couldnt meet you today, maybe next week okay. imy.