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Konichiwa. Hello. Hi. Despite coming home with tons of homework today, i've got cramped on my right leg. Its too painful to describe somehow, so nevermind about that. Yesterday, i got my fringe cut and its supper short which makes me look even uglier. That doesnt bother me much, but boyfriend was please for me to keep my fringe long. lols. sorry dear, next time okay.

Theres so much things to do, so much more i should think about, but some things just keeps getting in the way. I shudder to realise that it is my doing to my own self that has made this into the fcuked up reality show of my life. Thanks to many, i feel a bit more calm than i was usually back than. Its hard though to accept the fact that im not used to getting in the way myself. I always needed a hand, needed someone there. And soon i realise that no matter how much i had depended on a certain person, they wont go along with the problem you face. They're only there to protect you and give you a shelter. The problem itself, only you had to face it yourself.

Hear this heartbeat, it's calling out for help. but no one would stood before me, to protect me. Only you. Only you bother. Why is that so, cause you promised me a long time ago, that you'll always be there whenever i needed you and here you are, fulfilling your promises... Im hoping this love will last. This beautiful feeling that you've brought to me, still stood in my heart. You told me once, you'll love me no matter what. and it came to be true, that you still stood here strong, willing to hold my hand tight. Its still hard to believe how we finally became one. Its amazing how you stole my heart away and create a big plastic red heart for me. you'll always be the number one in my entire life.

I promise you love, i promise you heaven, baby, you're all that i need for now on. Its the strength that you've given me and the way the we held each other close. boy, i think we're meant to be. Fate had brought us together yet again and again, even those little argument we face, this feelings didnt became hate. Even when times we mentioned break, but our hearts patch back together again.

Well, it seemed to be a random post for today, since boyfriend insist me to write about him. I miss my friends major much, especially edah and fie. Wherever i may be, your presence is always felt. Thanks for being there, even when you've been busy with school stuff. We should catch up real soon. Boyfriend is asleep already, and perhaps i should be in bed by now too. but the funny thing is that im not yet sleepy. and when i sleep late, i'll intend to get tired easily by tomorrow. lols.

Well, thanks for dropping by. good night earthlings. (: