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I've trouble getting myself in bed every night. No one knew that, i didnt know who else i could talked to, anyone to turn to, i dont know anyone that i could count on to tell them, how i feel. How painful, how miserable each time i try to close my eyes. That thoughts kept running through my mind, it haunts me every time i get myself to bed. And when i couldnt stand any longer, i just let tears flow. But tears for what? For every little thing that is going to happen to me next.
Im not strong enough to face these problems anymore, every day, i prayed, this thought will end soon, now even better. But whats the price. Nothing. Cause even though i get rid of those, i'll still feel those things surrounding me. And it's hard to finally get rid of it. its hard how you finally know how it feels to be me. I get cold, sad, emotional so easily. Even if i told any of you, what can you do. Try to make me feel better. Like it would work. No, i wont feel any better. I'll only feel worse, worser everyday. I'll keep those feelings to myself......
Im a weak girl. and a weak girl, i shall be.
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