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Im feeling a bit better today, but still worst with the running nose and headaches. My brains arent funtioning properly and my body temperature goes up and down. A little nausea here and there, but im sure i can managed this cold. I was cleaning my wardrobe when i found so many old neoprint i took with boyfriend long time ago. But it was torn and marked with harsh language. I didnt thought that i would still love him until this long. If i didnt had took him back, maybe i wouldnt had felt his love. The very first thing i think of each time i rise, the last thing i think of each night before i close my eyes, you're in each thoughts i have and in every breath i take. A long time ago, i promised that i'll never love you again, but i lied. My heart still beats for you, now and forever. I've come to realise that its impossible for me to replace someone like you. I've lose many chance to tell you how much i love you, how much i miss you. But its a miracle when i finally looked back and compared these days, its hard to believe that im still with you until today. No one believe that we could last, all they ever do, was trying to burn our relationship down. Still you gave me the courage to prove them wrong. Remember when we used to drag our fights and end it up with a silence. But it never happen again, cause you knew how much i hate it. You've always tried your very best to joke around just to make me laughed. It works, most of the time. You made me a whole lot of a special girl to you. I realise that i belong to you and that i've nothing to lose. I never dreamt it'd be this way and i wasn't prepared for what's to come. But in your heart, you knew i was always there for you all along. What ever it takes, i'll try my best to brighten up the darkest day in your life. You were the one who sat through those night, you held me tight and make sure i was okay. Even when we fought, you never leave me to cry on my own, still you stood there to cheer me up and gave me a warm hug. .......and you're all the reason that i've stayed strong. "Im sinking slowly, so hurry hold me. your hands is all i have to keep me hanging on"
"Darimu ku temukan hidupku
bagiku kaulah cinta sejati"
Aiz, kehadiranmu adalah sesuatu yang beda buat diriku. Akan ku jadikan engkau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku. Namun tidak mudah bagiku untuk melepaskanmu dan meninggalkan jejak hidupmu. Aku berjanji padamu bahawa di setiap saat ku bersamamu, aku akan tetap menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hatiku. Cinta datang dengan sekelip mata, perasaan dapat tukar dengan begitu sahaja. Tetapi hatiku tetap akan menjadi milikmu buat selamanya..........Walau sebesar mana pun hatiku terluka, jantungku berdetak, aku akan tetap mampu mengenangkan dirimu........Demi cinta, engkau lah segala-galanya buat diriku.Rasa cinta di hatiku, hanyalah untukmu kekasihku.
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