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term 3 and 4 babies!
(left)the birthday babies, (right) 4N3
Time flies really fast, dont you think?
It's like just a few days ago, since i step onto this school.
But eventually its already been almost four years since i was
stuck here. Im pretty happy to announced that i had officially
finish my N-level exams. Its time to pack up all my books and
throw them away from my room and enjoy going out with my friends! (:
I kind of miss those fun times i had when i was still a kid.
Those joyful moments, fun and laughter. When i first learn how to
put my own words and try to figure out how my feelings work.
Life is meaningful, but i sometimes wonder that when sometimes i
get upset over some things, i kept claiming to everyone that
"Life is unfair". The half part of it was true, after all.
But why am i saying those when i have no proof.
..... cause i only thought it was.
How does it feels like to think back over again, those mistakes
that you've done to kill someone's heart, when you know it yourself
that person you're killing is the person so close to you...
..... more than a friend itself, more like a sister herself.
It may look as easy as just to say, 'Im sorry' and walked off like that.
Maybe you've not yet to see whats the income of life that you may get.
You knew it yourself, that you have me. You can talk to. But you never
listen. IF theres a empty space for you to lean, i'll let you in.
But today, you proof to me, that you cant be bothered anymore.
Scars will remain, to think that you'll get the sympathy out of me.
I expect more than a sorry itself if you really want to get back on
track.But it seems like you never want to.... Cause you got the person
you want yourself. It hurts to turn back time, to see those photograph
lying around.Cause you simply change. And if you really mean it,
and it you want to keep this friendship alive, try to change.
But you never try to....
Whats the point of needing my help, hadnt i always been there for you.
You're so blind, why couldnt you see, i was just right infront of you ?
..... cause you didnt want to.
Why'd you think, i didnt wanna talk to you?
Because i didnt want to embarrassed you infront of everyone.
and i want you to realise your mistakes your ownself. But you
didnt notice yourself. And why'd you think im posting here?
To let everyone know?No. I never had that in mind,
Its for your own good to read and check if
ive updated anything about you.........
As per usually, this is my blog, my say.
I've my every right to let go what my feelings say.