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If i fall, will you help to catch me ?
The picture explains my feelings for this weeks screw up.
Im not sure of this feeling somehow, whenever i turn around to watch
them walk off together, jealousy drown me insane. Tears starts to
drip down, for days and night. I did tried to hold my tears from falling
but i couldn't hold still any longer. I couldn't help to face my reality.
Yes, i had been crying for the this three days straight from monday to today.
Disappointment, anger, sadness fill me. All that i ever wanted is just
your attention, care and love. Have you ever notice that ?
All you heck care is just to put the blame on me and made it worse that
it made me cried so hard that i regret every step i took to this path.
I only have to let go off my feelings of what i felt for your relation with them.
And your answers were damn harsh. Is it so hard to talk nicely to me back ?
You shouldnt had blame me for everything cause you played the other
quarter of the blame. And if you hadnt been so close to them, i wont had
this feelings, would i. Its just a feeling, no big deal. Even certain understand
me, why cant you ? Where goes your promises, your words that you said to me ?
you're not the only who drown me down aiz.
izhar did too. :'(
All this things, you got me blind over such a small stuff. I felt that im on my own
alone helping to build this courage in our relationship. I dont have the strength
to hold on anymore. I couldnt tell how much i can carry on with this life. Cause
for everything i did to build up happiness seems to fade off. Maybe cause
im a bad girlfriend. I dont deserve to be placed this way, to be sadden with this
kind of feelings and to be jealous of my own friends for being close to certain
someone. And i realise my feelings is just playing over my heads. I dont have
the right to pulled you off. Leave me alone.........
You guys should have killed me when you had the chance too.
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