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the hurtful pain glass
That's the plaster i had put to cover up my cut.
It was super painful somehow. Though i was so stupid
to do that for just a guy. The cut blood cover up half of my hand.
I push hard the glass, thru my hand while quarelling with aiz.
Thanks to seri for wipping away my tears dry and reza for
stopping the blood from flowing even more. I love you guys!
I must be so blind, that i didnt realise that aiz were always there
right infront of me. Thought so much of everything that he had
sacrifice and put up his courage not to give up easily on me.
Like wise, izhar on the other side, i couldnt tell whether he
still wanna try saving the very last piece in my heart.
You see it yourself, didnt you. How weak i was to face all these
reality and love relationship that goes around in my head.
I dont blame anyone for my mistake. Cause i know this is just fate.
I accept the fact for everything that i got through, i dont mind
losing for what i fear. Cause life is never fair, and i was never
perfect. I lose count for those who tried to break my relationship
apart. I dont know how much longer i can take this path to my
fairytales. Its just not worth it for me to feel this way.
labels : wan is on my list. fear you fcuker. cause im gonna kick your ass!
need urgent updates 
Before mendaki
After outing at esplanade I seriously cant take mendaki any longer, it's just so boring and plain.
After all, i dont have much friends there, they're all to busy with their
personal stuff and studying. And no one even bothers to atleast
asked me to join them or what so ever. Im still a human, cant you see ?
Or maybe you guys are history.
After mendaki, i rush home to get myself dress. I went off to visit my
grandparents. Well, not really visit, i was in need of help. So, yes.
I got my grandmother to help me alter the cheongsam! :D
At 6, meet up with aiz, seri, qeu, wan, tom, dora, nurul and haikal.
They were awesome, they made my day a happy one.
We, girls had dinner while waiting for the fireworks to start.
And there were group of boys trying to flirt with us. ;'-.- how lame!
At 8, we move on to watch the fireworks. Was extremely beautiful.
I wonder if i could ever get to held your arms around me tightly
as we enjoy the fireworks scenery, without the crowds. '-.-
labels : wan suck cock.
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