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20, Student/Performer.
Singaporean, East Side
A simple girl you know but im someone else too. (:
These posts you read is 20% of my life, So please don't be too quick to judge me.

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Posted On Wednesday, May 7, 2008 @ 8:56 PM by Yourname | 0 Comments This Entry
Fourteen Months
there goes my favourite number!

^the flower he gave me

^the picture we took before we leave!

The reason why he wore that, is cause we were facing
the sun. And while facing the sun, his eyes sort of turn small.
To prevent getting a small eyes, he wore that shade! =D

Rahidah thinks that i've been posting poems everyday.
When actually i wasn't REALLY posting poems,
its you, who didn't read them at all, thats why you think
im typing poems. Perhaps, i should change my typing to
story lines or any-lines. cartoon-lines. haha, LAYAN!

Anyway, back to my love story.
Its seven of may, and yey its my fourteen months.
And the best thing ever is that i manage to keep
you still in my heart until my very favourite number comes!
He invited to spent our anniversary at pasir ris park,
so, i agreed. Waited for him to fetch me under my blok,
when he suddenly pop out behind me with the red rose.
You should have seen my face, i was totally out of words.

We started to walk towards the park, as i stare blindly,
towards the rose. Seriously, i was blank at that very moment.
Then, we sat down and admire the clouds and start pinching
each other. Its when i realise, i got back my old izhar.
At about 5plus, we move out from the place as we start
to talk crap and hold each other hands tight.
We sat down under my blok, waiting for my brother.
Then, he held my hands and showed me this ring.
He said he wanted to last long with me, and that
"atleast he had spend money on me."

That above stated statement, was really a shocking one.
He said that to me. The first thing that comes to my mind
was, am i worth for your money? I don't need you to spend
on me, all i want is you to be yourself. We start talking about
hurting, pains and problems. So, maybe i was being to
straight forward, but i really want you to know the truth.
I don't want you to feel wrong about me. Didn't i gave you
another chance to change yourself, isn't that good enough?

I cant promise to stay with you as long as i could, but i can try.
You were the one who keeps breaking my heart.
Even my friend notice that, you're not playing your part
as a boyfriend. Well, only for certain times, but other times,
you just blew things out and blame me without even knowing
the truth. Sometimes, i really feel like letting you go,
but my heart kept saying no. Remember when you said,
you felt like giving me up. Cause all of your friends kept
talking about me. It really hurts me way deep inside.

'So, maybe we're just ain't meant to be together, '
thats like as though what you're trying to prove to me.


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