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Sometimes in life, you have to take time off
from your hectic schedule to realise the beautiful
people and things around you.
-dimas

die romantic-ly please
Life is difficult, full of trial, sorrow and pain.
He was the one who gave me those choices,
why must i feel bad for expressing my hates to him.
Ohh boy, your standard are higher than what i expected.
The way you hold back and make things worse than i ever had.
I feel so useless, couldn't carried on with what you've said.
It just hurts me deep inside. Im not the one for you after all.
Have you ever thought of how i feel?
Have you ever take the chance to say, you're sorry?
The way you said it, it hurts a lot, way deeper than what i've thought.
I couldn't take it anymore, i just let tears flow. Tears for what?
After all for what you've said to me. Those words you've said,
were so harsh that i couldn't accept it. Even so, i've hurt you,
you shouldn't have said to make me feel bad. And everything
that we've been thru is just a waste of time. i had enough of hurting
myself, i won't be giving mercy anymore. one more last chance
and that's it. we're so oveeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
don't go beyond that line, mr. Im warning you.
I am certainly loving this particular someone, who cares for me a
lot more than words itself. This is not call cheating hearts.
Why would i love someone who doesn't care for what i think.
I should have realise that you're the one for me.
I love you and no one knows how happy i am with you now.
how i wish i could be with you every single second.
So, yeahh. syafiq dimas sent me this, he said,
"Having a certain someone extra in life can be a motivation for
you to do better. like he say, in life, time is limited, make good use of it.
look always at the bright side. its not as though you
lose the whole world. look around, you still have everything in-tact.
dont let the problem be the downfall. be strong. (:"
So, slice open my vein
and let the romance BLEED AWAY.